Um...this is odd. I haven't cried for three years...and guess what I'm doing? Crying. And it's so stupid...like, it won't go away...I don't want to be crying.

I'm not sobbing, but my eyes are "watering".

THIS IS SO GAY.

It seriously won't stop...I keep wiping them away but then another second later my face is all wet again.

AGH!

My nose is sniffling and everything.

Omg. I HATE this so much...people don't understand what my problem is (neither do I for that matter), but honest to God the last time I even FELT like I was going to cry I bit my lip so hard it started bleeding...And now that I really am actually shedding tears, there's nothing I can do to STOP it.

I feel so helpless...GAH.

This is why I don't cry. Except for now.

OMG.